Bought a pack of cigarettes
Only smoked two of them
Got that pain in my head
Got that pain in my chest
We were kids when we met
It was all different then
And the world going round
What’s the latest word of mouth?
Changes, changes all around me
I don’t know if I should stay or runaway
Changes, changes all around me
I remember David said turn and face the strange
And I wonder where I’m gonna end after it all
When I look to the east
Spirits cry to say the least
When I look to the west
I got that pain in my chest
Some summer night in June
I’ll be good and say to you
What I feel, how I care
But you’ll be gone, far away
Changes, changes all around me
I don’t know if I should stay or runaway
Changes, changes all around me
I remember David said turn and face the strange
But I wonder where I’m gonna end after it all
Is there something i can take with me?
To remember what it used to be
In this new age i wanna be
Nothing new, it’s still the old me
Changes, changes all around me
I don’t know if I should stay or runaway
Changes, changes all around me
I remember David said turn and face the strange
But I wonder where I’m gonna end after it all
If this was a chapter in a book I’d call it lost & found
I’m getting lost in the sound
of a dying wave incoming onto sandy shores of life
the never-ending strife
I’ve been flying all the way to the south
in my head in my mind
I’ve been waving to the old a goodbye
for some time oh my my
Still life
If this was a movie being played out in the open sun
I’d watch it all at once
and in goes the scene in which the sandy shores of life get soaked
just the first time being born
And I’ve been flying all the way to the south
in my head in my mind
I’ve been waving to the old a goodbye
for some time oh my my
Still life
If you let me go I’ll be sure to let you know
all the latest news and gossips too
If you let me go I’ll be sure to miss your food
but I’m a black sheep baby you know what I gotta do
I’ve been flying all the way to the south
in my head in my mind
I’ve been waving to the old a goodbye
for some time oh my my
Still life
Waking up everyday is so strange,
you never know what the day is gonna be like.
Will it start with me falling out of bed?
Will I get something put on my back?
Randomize everything I might do
Too scared of walking in circles.
Some days I wake up like shit,
Some days I wake up feeling alright.
I know I will get it right,
But tonight I’m dumb
I just wanna let go.
Call me you’re always so much fun
Yeah we’ve got it good,
I wish we’d stay this young.
Goin out gonna have a good time,
Get your phone and wait for me to call you.
Summers pass so fast I wonder why
Probably ‘cause I don’t close my eyes at nighttime
I know I will get it right,
But tonight I’m dumb
I just wanna let go.
Call me you’re always so much fun
Yeah we’ve got it good,
I wish we’d stay this young.
Come on now
Come and have a good time
Close your eyes
Come-a come-a get some
If we’re all just floating
What do we call those
That are sinking all the
Time sinking far down?
There was a time
When I was just alive
But being alive
Doesn’t mean you’re living
To give an advice
I’ll only say
Live in clouds
And rain down down down
Like thunder
If the ground below us
Melts in summer sun
Will we just fall far down
Or will we stay afloat?
Up here in the clouds
You coat yourself in wool (oh it’s so soft and warm)
And when it’s time
For you to go back down
You don’t want to go (I won’t go)
I understand (I won’t go)
You live in clouds (I live here)
And sometimes it’s hard to rain down
Like thunder
There was a time
When I was just alive
But being alive
Doesn’t mean you’re living
To give an advice
I’ll only say
Live in clouds
And rain down down down
Like thunder
It’s an endless cycle i know
It’s an endless river run the shoreline
It’s an endless stream of thought
When we all get together
It’s an endless stream of blood
It’s an endless world of the spirits floating above
It’s an endless energy field
It’s an endless life to be given
Oh to be wild like the trees
Oh to be swimming in the sea
Oh to be eating ripe grapes
Oh to be falling from the skies
Into the stream again
It’s an endless stream inside
It’s an endless river, flood the cities now
Just like that creature that’s blind
Just like that preacher that gave up on god
It’s an endless chase through the corn
It’s an endless maze filled with fog, getting lost
Just like that wolf that got bit
Just like those gifts we got rid of
Oh to be wild like a beast
Oh to be cured of bellyache
Oh to have a friend give a hand
Oh to be crying from the heart
Into the stream again
I don’t wanna lie no more
kept all in my chest but
yea u gotta know when you’re done
My cup is pretty full it’s almost leaking
This the season
I tried it
I tried digging graves for the pain
I seen it
I seen a friend lost in the haze
Numb face don’t equal no emotions
dumb face in the mirror of the washroom
wandering the backroom
I know it’s wrong but
I keep sliding back to my worst
Ooh Ooh I was getting high on the weekend
Sun is set and we’re getting even
You’ve ben running through the night yea
hidden in the shadows creeping
You’ve been going nonstop no sleeping
speedin at the red light it’s beepin
Got a hard time coming home
and u get the feeling that you know
it all but u never really know it all do ya?
You’re just another soul on the road
Highs and lows but u always wanna be on top
Paracetamol you’re getting lost in time and
I need a time out nobody here knows me
Morning and my head doing cartwheels
I might be feeling kinda sorry
This here is a looping story
I know it’s wrong but
I keep sliding back to my worst
Ooh Ooh I was getting high on the weekend
Sun is set and we’re getting even
My God I need a hand to hold
My God I need lens for my eyes
My God I put it all onto you
My God I know it’s wrong but
I keep sliding back to my worst
Ooh Ooh I was getting high on the weekend
Sun is set and we’re getting even
My God I need a hand to hold
My God I need lens for my eyes
My God I put it all onto you
didn’t I my God?
I tried to cover the truth
How do I keep making her cry?
I thought that I’ve been good
Askin’ if I could stay a while
but I’m always off too soon
Some nights sleeping alone
head in the piano keys
Some nights walking on home
needing the company
How do I keep circlin’ around
somebody stop the loop
I just feel like it’s all too much
and I don’t know what to do
Now I’m tryna get high
so I can get some relief
One of these days i might pack up light
and gtf out of here
Could you make my mind act right if i would let you in you in there?
Feels so close but you’re out of my reach and I cannot recall your smell ooh I
Tend to get lost, overdosed on my thoughts and they’re the kind that is hard to share
How do we go to the next round?
step by step day by day
You don’t seem to care much about me
that is how you behave
Never pick up the phone
when I need you the most
Now I am out in the town
but certainly not alone
Could you make my mind act right if i would let you in you in there?
Feels so close but you’re out of my reach and I cannot recall your smell ooh I
Tend to get lost, overdosed on my thoughts and they’re the kind that is hard to share
I been feeling lost, yeah feeling so low
I hooked you on my mojo
We were pretty cool right from the get go
it’s alright
Feels so close but you’re out of my reach and I cannot recall your smell ooh I
Tend to get lost, overdosed on my thoughts and they’re the kind that is hard to share
She’s still so young and in her prime
Dry her eyes
I don’t have nowhere left to hide
Shed every coat let her peak inside
I don’t mind
Through all the tears and sleepless nights
I think we are gonna be alright
Like Zara said follow no-one but you
You’ve gotta try to find the truth
I guess you never know which way to go
You’re talking to yourself, a holy war
Sometimes we join our hands
Fall on our knees and start to pray
I think we are gonna be alright
I know I let you down sometimes but honey
You know it’s hard to find peace of mind
But if you wanna go far far away
Let me grab my bag and catch the first train
I’ll call my sis to water my plants
I’m down for the ride
I think we are gonna be alright
Dream about bread but I’m eating rice crackers out the package
Stayin’ up late, workin’ in the studio more than I can manage
Walking home feeling like a ghost the city’s asleep now
1am 2am 3am starting to blur now
Street lights flickering two cop cars on a patrol and I take the right turn home
I’m cold
zip.
Dream about bread, but I’m eating rice crackers out the package yeah
She dream about herself, she got a picture in her mind and she’s trying hard to paint it
Dream about wealth
bottom of the barrel I remember when we couldn’t even buy bread
now I get my own bread
and you know what they say
You’re a slave to the money if you let it
if you’re not made of stone
then you better not show at all
like my father used to say
you’ll get some scratches along the way
just remember that son
I’ve seen bad people with a lotta money
I’ve seen good people with a lotta nothing
I know that’s gotta be a mirror of something yeah
I’ve seen good guys tryna get worse
I’ve seen bad guys tryna get better
I know that’s gotta be a mirror of something
gotta be a mirror
gotta be a mirror of something
Dream about bread but I’m eating rice crackers out the package
Stayin’ up late, workin’ in the studio more than I can manage
Walking home feeling like a ghost the city’s asleep now
1am 2am 3am starting to blur now
Street lights flickering two cop cars on a patrol and I take the right turn home
I’m cold
zip.
Like an alien like an alien
in my home state but my mind’s set – go and get
With love in my heart
with pain in my scars
I keep the steps short
I make sure i move forth
just like the Stresemann’s Bristlefront
I feel connected to the inner worth
Like a mannequin like a mannequin
When the camera go off
middle finger in the frame again
Raised poor so I’m tryna get better
You know what they say rise shine and get cheddar
I keep the steps short
I make sure i move forth
just like the Stresemann’s Bristlefront
I feel connected to the inner worth
Reading books in the window
sun on my back
Getting lost in the page
I start again
Sitting on the edge, that’s so like me
jump the yellow pages like an acrobat
reading books in the window of a studio flat
strum a jazz chord in my ear
My money goes like nascar, i can’t even see it
Serpentines in my mind, are they ever gonna straighten? Maybe never
It go like one two three I got
serpentines in my mind
Hope I dream about an apricot
bet it’s warm in Santa Monica
Got up late, yeah my girl made that morning stretch
Check the sun ‘cause I avoid the screen
Wifi bars shit that’s so fitting
Got me running round in stripes
man I thought I was free
Sierra all around me
I find that half life boring
It’s all good i just worry
Please don’t you say that I need it
Sierra all around you
Your house your shoes your head too
Make sure you check your cable
Please don’t you say you don’t need it
Hanging down from an apple tree
little boy run and chase the wind
stealing ciggies from my gran
but they were just no fun
Hanging out in the garden shade
I smell the grass I lay in the hay
Let your phone die
throw the charger in a lake
Sierra all around me
I find that half life boring
It’s all good i just worry
Please don’t you say that I need it
Sierra all around you
Your house your shoes your head too
Make sure you check your cable
Please don’t you say you don’t need it
We didn’t know what we would get
‘Cause when life gives you lemons
you take what you get
and it’s not like you don’t care,
it’s a habit of making something good of something bad
Sierra all around me
I find that half life boring
It’s all good i just worry
Please don’t you say that I need it
Sierra all around you
Your house your shoes your head too
Make sure you check your cable
Please don’t you say you don’t need it
All in my head lost, I feel like a renegade
Jumping the fence now, I know it is never late
Shoot my shot and it goes back to where it came from
Just my luck I see myself through the peephole
Yeah yeah I got no rules
I do whatever floats my boat
You tell me ‘bout
The hardest pill to swallow
But I’m not listening at all
All in my head lost, fine, I don’t care anyway
Sleeping all through the night, I don’t stay wide awake
Just my luck I met a man swimming in gold and cash
Suicidal cause the wealth could never numb the pain
But money moves the world
So we’re making money moves now
Yeah yeah I got no rules
I do whatever floats my boat
You tell me ‘bout
The hardest pill to swallow
But I’m not listening at all
Which pill is the hardest to swallow?
Answer’s in poetry, Phoebus Apollo
The act is cheap and the talk is shallow
Which pill is the worst for you?
I’m not talking ’bout quaaludes or Xannys or ems
Prejudice in pills, fear in the gels
Are you one with the the upper man?
Are you one with the higher self?
See I used to think that i’ve got no religion
But then i found out that i’m one with religion
I used to think
Why did I bother?
I don’t cross my hands I don’t bruise my knees
I just close my eyes and I let it be
I am meditating in the afternoon
There is nothing that I gotta prove
If you wanna see something you’ve never seen before
Then just find it in the darkness where it’s waiting to be known
If you wanna go somewhere you haven’t been before
Then just let go of your body and then fall into void
When spring came, it took me out of shade
got me feeling good again
Sun dripping of the window pane
birds chirping, summer’s one call away
Mmm blooming begins yeah
Hope you can feel it ah
Some things that she did before
feel a lot different with another boy
Some things that i did again
feel a lot better now that spring began
In the time of gemini
I like to think I love you right
When spring came, it took me out of blue
tan lines underneath the swim suit
I don’t see how this could get bad, I mean
Skin warm and flowers in the hair
Some things that she hid before
now lay out in the open like it’s marigolds
Some things that I did again
feel a lot better when I’m not in pain
In the time of gemini
I like to think i love you right
Back and forth
in my mind all the time
that’s alright
You and me fight then we make love
in one night
I’m not trying to be someone that I’m not
I’ll care for you when you don’t care for me
I’ll always be hiding in your memories
Back and forth
What if I didn’t care about a dime?
Would my mind be lighter would the pain subside?Another day another try,
let’s do it one more time
Woke up chose chilling
felt my head hit the ceiling
I don’t mind, I go higher
pay the big man a visit
Ask him what he means
I’ll find out in a minute
Don’t wake me up don’t wake me up
I’m asleep don’t wake me up
fill my mind with whats and whys
What if I, what if I, what if I
dot my tees and cross my eyes
dalmatian man, I don’t know why
What if I went through that door to the other side behind the wall
Another day another try
let’s do it one more time
Woke down chose falling
it’s the same old story
I don’t mind, I go lower
pay the bad man a visit
ask him what he means I”ll find out in a minute
Sound on, sound off
get right, get wrong
I know, I know
For sure, for sure
What if I, what if I, what if I
dot my tees and cross my eyes
dalmatian man, I don’t know why
I’m looking for my kind,
I can’t be the only one
so where are you friends?Although it isn’t fair
it happens anyway
that a man is born out of place so I’m
I’m looking for that place
where they meet themselves with grace
and not with just a wave
Although it isn’t easy
I will find it even
if it’s near the end of space
So where is my kind
I know I’m not the only one
Where is my kind to make me complete
I wanna fill a hole
that is right there in my soul
I don’t wanna be alone no more
And maybe you could help
if you’d point me the right way
that you think that I should go
And my girl is great
and I love her so
but we both need friends
I wanna have my friends
I hope someone can relate
I’m just trying to find a few
So where is my kind
I know i’m not the only one
Where is my kind to make me complete
I know that I belong somewhere
I know that I belong
I know they miss me when I’m not there
I know but they don’t know
Where is my kind where is it?
Where is my kind where is it?
Where is my kind where is it?
Where is my kind?
Cut to me sippin’ black tea with milk and honey
Sitting in the kitchen looking out the window thinking
Wish i was a poppy seed or an ant in an anthill
A part of something
I’ve been looking back like an old man on his youth
All my life i ran away seeking solitude
It’s hard for me to satisfy my lust for everything
I wish i was a poppy seed
But I wish it wasn’t so
I’m only good at letting go
Sometimes I take a look at the sky
and I catch myself wondering what it’s like to fly
Baby told me that I think too much
and i just can’t deny ‘cause I know that she’s right
But I wish it wasn’t so
I’m only good at letting go